So aparantly I've been making a fool out of my the past four months. Thank you World, for your amazing sense of irony and uncanny ability to make me miserable right as I feel my best. I love it. You did such a good job today, that even Seminary didn't cheer me up.
I can't put down what exactly happens, nor would I even if I was safe. And I'm not so, thanks for trying.
If girls like her will always win... why even try? She's amazing. People should be fighting for her. So... I cannot hate her for this. I love her even. Because it is not her fault.
But can I ever be like her?
*sigh* Please do not read this post.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
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Melanie!
ReplyDeleteI know how you feel. But what on earth makes you think that she's better than you are? Remember, I used to say the exact same thing about you, that you're saying about her now. Just keep it in perspective.
I love you, dearie!! :)